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Danica Loy  

Life SUCKS!!!

Journal Entry: Mon Apr 7, 2008, 12:15 PM
You know the day started off so good, it was nice weather I had a good rest. You know, and you know how one phone call and everything can come crashing down? Well, I just received a call from my parents, letting me know that my grandmother, the only one left I have has passed away!!!

I"m sick and tiried of death, I don't want to go through it anymore. People keep telling me to work through it, you'll be fine! You know what? I've worked through it too many times and I'm sick of it. I don't want to deal with it! It's frustrating. I don't want to lose anyone else. I've lost too many people already. Why does God keep torturing me and taking those I love away from me!


There will a pause on my stories and my drawings as I go off and try and "work" through this.

Life just sucks and I don't want to go on anymore. All that's here is death and suffering and lonliness.

  • Mood: Agony
  • Listening to: nothing
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing...
  • Drinking: nothing...

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~Hiei-Minamino-17:iconHiei-Minamino-17: Apr 7, 2008, 2:12:06 PM
gyah....I know exactly how you feel, hun. If you need to talk my phone's always on and such. I hate that you're going through things like this, like I said, I know exactly how it is..but don't give up because believe it or not, there are a lot of people who need you and who can help you through tough times like this. I'm not much of a help in situations like this, but I'm always ready to listen. :hug: take care of yourself.
~Valerie

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"It's time you bit the bullet and started caring about something with all your heart and energy, but you can't care about it if you're always holding yourself back in case it doesn't work out. Concentrate on what's important, then commit to it all the way
~YukiTheSixTailedFox:iconYukiTheSixTailedFox: Apr 7, 2008, 2:20:50 PM
*hugs*
it normally hits you off your feet when you least expect it, so it can push you off your feet.
but if this the bottom there is only other way to go and thats up.
i'm truely sorry for your loss and i understand what your going threw. if you wanna chit chat send me a message.

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~DanicaSpirit:iconDanicaSpirit: Apr 7, 2008, 2:42:37 PM
thanks I know what you mean, when my parents first told me those words I think I fell into shock on my feet. Thank you. This just going to take a lot of time, but what you say is true only place to go is up!...now just the question, how far will I climb before I'm pushed down again?

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:star: "Once you've lost your friends, you've lost everything important." :star: :heart: :rose:

I am Shiori (Minamino) Hatakana of [link]
~DanicaSpirit:iconDanicaSpirit: Apr 7, 2008, 2:45:15 PM
Thank you hun. Boy I guess the tables have turned now...you're being the one with uplifting words to me. Like I've said, it will just take a lot of time to heal again, or at least build up that wall around my heart that's been smashed so many times. :hug:

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:star: "Once you've lost your friends, you've lost everything important." :star: :heart: :rose:

I am Shiori (Minamino) Hatakana of [link]
~YukiTheSixTailedFox:iconYukiTheSixTailedFox: Apr 7, 2008, 3:57:14 PM
hm? you have a point there.... thats something we all have to find out
but just remember there is people at the bottom of the hill thats willing to catch you if you fall.

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~Hiei-Minamino-17:iconHiei-Minamino-17: Apr 8, 2008, 11:58:45 AM
Yeah, I know how that is too, just give me a key if you're gonna lock yourself up so we can hang out sometime?? ^^;

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"It's time you bit the bullet and started caring about something with all your heart and energy, but you can't care about it if you're always holding yourself back in case it doesn't work out. Concentrate on what's important, then commit to it all the way
~DanicaSpirit:iconDanicaSpirit: Apr 8, 2008, 12:31:38 PM
unfortunately, I think I lost that key years ago, but Hiei, I know that sword and hellfire can break through almost anything! Still, I will keep looking for that key and get back to you...hehe...

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:star: "Once you've lost your friends, you've lost everything important." :star: :heart: :rose:

I am Shiori (Minamino) Hatakana of [link]
~Hiei-Minamino-17:iconHiei-Minamino-17: Apr 8, 2008, 1:54:47 PM
^^;
alrighty then, you're right though, hellfire and a sword will work, and I will use them if need be !o-o
^^;

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"It's time you bit the bullet and started caring about something with all your heart and energy, but you can't care about it if you're always holding yourself back in case it doesn't work out. Concentrate on what's important, then commit to it all the way
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