... Okay because of everything that was happening to me (explained in my previous journal entry) I was really uninspired to make any videos, though my brain was working over time on thinking up ideas. Anyway, I'm back, and this new video is a little different. It is Yu yu Hakusho, though it is NOT Yaoi. (shocker)

This is dedicated to my grandmother Helen who passed away last month. This is the first I could listen to that could calm me down after I got the news.

The drawing in the beginning is mine!!! You deviantart people might recognize it. it is in my archive. I believe that is the first drawing I did after I heard the news. and also listening to this song way too many times.

so enjoy...I'm sorry to say there is no backstory behind it. Which is probably why it took me so long to make it. Also at the end, I have no explanation. Just that, ever since I saw the Chipmunk movie I have this crazy obsession with those cute little guys and their songs. ANd I could so see the girls of YYH competing with the boys of YYH.

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You know the day started off so good, it was nice weather I had a good rest. You know, and you know how one phone call and everything can come crashing down? Well, I just received a call from my parents, letting me know that my grandmother, the only one left I have has passed away!!!

I"m sick and tiried of death, I don't want to go through it anymore. People keep telling me to work through it, you'll be fine! You know what? I've worked through it too many times and I'm sick of it. I don't want to deal with it! It's frustrating. I don't want to lose anyone else. I've lost too many people already. Why does God keep torturing me and taking those I love away from me!


There will a pause on my stories and my drawings as I go off and try and "work" through this.

Life just sucks and I don't want to go on anymore. All that's here is death and suffering and lonliness.

I think it's time to celebrate that time with a video!

This video is for all of you. It's also kind of test video to see how well I can lip-sync.

This idea had been playing around in my head for so long, and I finally found some time to do it. It's only my third attempt at lip-syncing, and first time doing to a song! Yes, there is a shonen-ai hint...I just couldn't help myself...

Why I did it?! Every time I watch All dogs go to heaven, I turn it into a romance between Kai and Rei, Rei portraying Charlie...and Kai, well, he takes Annemarie's place. I chose Mao in Abigail's role, because mainly of all the pink (gag, too much pink, if you haven't noticed I don't like Mariah)

The ending originally was just supposed to be nothing but a ditty, but turned into a tribute to Hiei and Kurama. I loved this song, and I think it works so well for them. And Yes, Hiei is singing the female part while Kurama plays the male part...I couldn't help myself...

This just goes to prove that Hiei and Kurama don't need words to prove the love they have for each other. They know everytime they see that sparkle in their eyes in the shadows from a distance.

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Finally, I finished this video, and I realize there are three videos, I just said the hell with it, let's put them together, I didn't feel like completing all the songs...I know I'm lazy, but I'm also busy, I just had to get this video now. This video is a birthday present to my little sister Hannah, who would be 17 as of the 28th of February.

So...First, this is a dedication video for a good friend of mine, Hiei-Minamino-17, who created the character Kamisori. She is the daughter of Hiei and Kurama, however, the drawing is my own work. Also if you remember in my last video with "Angel of Darkness" She will be playing a role in my next story.

The Main part is requested by "NineTailedFoxYouko" and here is the summary of what drove me to do this piece.

Hiei can't take it anymore seeing everyone drawing Kurama's attention away, even when he wants to spend some time alone with his fox, Kurama always has some sort of commitment to his friends, family, or school. So Hiei believes that Kurama prefers this life over him and disappears, but still secretly watches his fox from afar. After awhile, he begins to reflect on what he feelings for Kurama and why he fell in love in the first place, and wonders if he really worthy of Kurama at all. In the end, he goes back at night to Kurama's window, this time no one is going to interrupt him and take his fox away. However, as soon as he enters the room, Kurama embraces him desperately. Kurama reveals that he was so worried about Hiei, and had been waiting for so long to have a chance to be alone with Hiei.

Final Part: a special request by: singerstars, Hiei and Kurama are best friends, but Kurama wants to take their relationship further but doesn't want to destroy their friendship, so he keep his emotions deep inside, he can't say the words he wants to say to Hiei. Kurama is afraid.

Please enjoy, and to FairyOfYaoi, thank you for the drink! ...whew..sleeptime now...

Here is the link to the video, and be sure to watch my other videos too!
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Today is a very special day for me and my family. Yes, my little sister is celebrating her 17th birthday! I don't know what to say for this because I think I've used up all my tears. I've said all that needs to be said. I love my sister, along with my other two brothers. I also miss them greatly. I guess the only way I can truly celebrate and give something back, I promise to have my latest video up tonight or first thing tomorrow morning. Though there are very few memories I have of her, I need to honor and remember the ones I do have in my heart.

Salutations to all!

Danica